my sister in law sadly killed her self one Friday.  THIS IS NOT A OH LAPS SOO SORRY ETC ETC  there is no words or feelings that I haven't already gone through to wright this if its political out of sync with the rest the world iam not that arsed if iam honest no way to explain why or what ever caused her to do this all I know is there 6 year old sat with grand parents at the moment if I seem a bit off I aint applogiesing for it this is a weird situation that wasn't on my bingo card 


those of you who know me well know this is not a me thing or normal for me to put this kind of thing up on here hell don know why I'm even doing this at the moment. its nerly 10 am gmt still getting my head around all of this ...

all iam going to say is thanks to all of you and see. you all soon